Archive for November, 2006

I know this child already


Monday, November 13th, 2006
It causes an ache in my heart to think about this baby that I already feel I know even though she exists right now only in my heart. I want to scream to the gods, please please bless us. I want to beg and grovel and bargain – anything I would trade to get pregnant [...]

“Just Relax” Argh!!!


Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
I am so sick of people telling me to just relax. Every one has got a story about some one else who just relaxed and forgot about trying to get pregnant – and eureka! That’s when it happened for them. God, 4 plus years of trying to get pregnant – I think I might have [...]