Back Pain and Cramps :(

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Well, my period is due tomorrow. I was desperately hoping that I would be pregnant this month. But I just started getting back pain and cramps, which means only one thing – its right on schedule. Hopes dashed once more. I feel so angry and bitter.

Why is it so hard for me to get pregnant? Everything in my body seems to be working well enough. And now one of my co-workers has her sweet little daughter in the office with her. Its just rubbing salt in the wound. Showing me what I can’t have. Waving it around in front my face. How come other people can get pregnant without even wanting it but I can’t? What’s wrong with me? Why doesn’t god like me?

I am so sick of feeling this way – this is the 56th cycle since I have been trying to get pregnant. And only one time was I allowed to feel any hope. And then it was doomed. Why? Why can’t I fix it? Why again must my period come? God why? And it is not a disappointment you can ignore. How can you ignore stomach cramps and red blood flowing out of you? 

Why cant I get pregnant? Why must this happen again?

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