Archive for March, 2007

This time for the first time in my 5 years of trying to get pregnant my period came without fanfare. I spent little time wondering if I could be pregnant this month, and noted it’s arrival with almost fatalistic non-reaction. This is the second month after the HSG – I guess it did not work. [...]

There is a part of me that wants to give up on getting pregnant. I feel different lately. I feel deprived. And not just of a baby. But of a child. I am missing out on entire experiences of being a mother. Of sharing my life with a child. I am old enough to have [...]