Period here.
to Getpregnantblog.com Mystery over. Hopes over. After being tortured for the entire day – with just a few questionable brown spots, my period’s here. Not in full flow yet, but am definitely not pregnant. Still not sure how come my boobs are larger. I am thinking it is time to stop trying to become pregnant for a while. A long while. The emotional trauma is getting to be way too much for me to handle. Perhaps I am just not meant to be a mother. Perhaps I am not deserving of the gift of motherhood. Perhaps God really does not like me. I really don’t know the reason. But I do know that this stress and pain is tearing my life and my soul apart.
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November 4th, 2008 at 3:40 am
I read your blog today and I felt so deeply for you. I understand your disappointment, I’ve been there too many times to count. I’ve felt neurotic, crazy and at times obsessed with TTC. But don’t give up!